I had no control over the choices that were made prior to my involvement and although, in one context it would seem the perfect alternative, I know there are too many lives and too many feelings involved for this go turn out anything but badly. This has the potential and the momentum to completely obliterate lives. Definitely not one of my finer moments.

I didn't ask to be a part of this, but I became a part of it. I'm not good at this kind of thing, it wasn't very well planned. My stomache is in knots and I have no idea what to do next. The worst part is, there's no way out.