Twisted. I don't see how anyone can call that inspirational unless they are an abusive person who is trying to find new torture methods.

Oh well. So I work again today ($27.50) and then I'll read another book and go to bed and do it again tomorrow. Exciting life hey? I thought so.

In case you're wondering what the ($27.50) is all about this is my mantra when I have to work and don't really want to be there. This was how much I would make in a regular short shift. Of course now I got a raise and I haven't calculated exactly what the equivalent would be but oh well. Now it would be like ($27.50 + (.15*4)) or something dumb so I just do it the easy way.

Everything in my life is done the easy way. Which is really sad if you think about it. I never really apply myself to anything. I always just exist. I'm not really great at everything. I am just all around average. How sad. At least I exist.

Anyway, I overheard a conversation the other day This woman was asking a guy why his girlfriends friends didn't like him and he says "Because I care about things I'm not just sitting around saying 'Beer is good' and all that."

The sad part is, I am one of the girlfriends friends... But I don't not like him. And if I did not like him it would be because he talks too much. There's a big difference.

Do you ever walk around or sit some where and just watch people? I love doing that but they always look at you funny if they catch you. That's why you either have to do it outside on a sunny day so you can wear sunglasses so no one will see you, or be an old person sitting in a mall. I always wonder what people are thinking, where they're going and why. Very cool stuff.

But anyway, I told you before someone was looking over my shoulder reading this and I'm getting really paranoid about it now so I should go. Or whatever. Stop looking at me!! Ok... Bye