i have lived in this province, in this house, in this place, for 373 consecutive days.

it took me almost two years of serious debate to decide to move.

it took me 20 years of life to make that choice.

my plan was to move here in order to "light the fire" for myself. to instigate some change.

i hate change.

and i haven't.

so what was the point of this year? what have i learned? what have i accomplished? what has been gained by this experience?

if you know, please tell me.

i'm still trying to figure that out.