i am unworthy and unpure in your eyes

i am on my knees

face down in mud from the trek

how can i ever be good enough

i am who you wish me to be

you beat down on me holding me still

chaining me to this pit of despair

i'm not clean enough

i bow before you in this sun and sand and air

i have no water to drink and i am thirsty

you laugh in my face and spit at me while bathing in diet coke.