You are a stupid idiot! When will you learn to stop trusting people so much. Stop giving them that opportunity to let you down. People are generally out to serve themselves and will do whatever possible to only do what they have to in order to get by.

Keep in mind, you can't even live upto your standards, so how the hell do you expect everyone else to? You expect too much. And when you don't, they'll still take advantage. You're insecure and they know it.

- Dee

Standing there, for an eternity, waiting to hear those words. Every bit of you wanting to scream out "SAY IT BACK!" But you can't. I can't. It's the worst feeling in the world to know that you know why I'm standing there, and all you do is nod. I set myself up. Every. Fucking. Time.